Saturday, February 7, 2009

Just another weird analysis

What to do...? It's like your mind goes blank and suddenly you are more lost than you've ever been. You think "this is not the body I'm supposed to be in". Like everything was so new, in just one second you discovered where you were, and you felt the weight of your hands, your legs... Because just two seconds ago you were flying so high that you couldn't even feel anything. All of the "real you" was actually outside the body, just rambling through a world completely impossible to explain. Of course, I will still try. I'd love to call it Wonderland, but I guess that one's already taken, huh? Your own Fantasy Kingdom, when you are allowed to have all the kinds of thoughts you want. You can be in any place you are able to imagine, and anyone you want, can be there with you. The thing is, it only lasts a couple of seconds, maybe a minute or two, but not more. Be careful, you'll think it actually is more, but it's not, really. And then... you come back to this. Pretty sad, I'd say. But if you want it to last longer, you can't go on like this. You have to enjoy it, not hide it. And if you want more, so be it. Have more. What is the big deal?!