Saturday, September 13, 2008

What do dreams mean?

I've always wondered... (of course, that's bassically all I do)
Have you ever been naked in a dream?
I just dreamt about that yesterday and it kind of brought back with a deja-vu that I've had a lot of dreams like that. So, I looked it up. All dreams have a meaning, and that makes me crazy. Dreams are so weird and full of answers. In my dream in particular, I wasn't completely naked, so I found out the meaning for that:
Female sexuality and maternal love. You will have true and loyal friendship and success in love.
Are you freakin' kidding me?
I mean... maternal love? female sexuality? That's odd.
But then I realized... that's the idea! I never think about those things, it makes me feel weird and ashamed, so I just don't talk with anyone about this kind of things, and that's why I dreamt about it. It is so blocked in my head that I have to release those thoughts somehow. So I dream about it.
The conclusion is, you can't hide your thoughts. If they're somewhere in your mind and you don't express them, it doesn't mean you don't have them. And this leads to to another idea. Which I'm not gonna share, because it would be too much... too personal. So, of course, I'm gonna dream about it.

Friday, September 12, 2008

¿Qué es?

Una punzada. Una luz multicolor. Calor y ardor facial. No, llega hasta el cuello también.
Ojos cerrados, respiración suave... Suspiros y tranquilidad.
Pero nada lo detiene, come con golpes que resuenan en todas las cavidades. Cada "pum" es una exploción nuclear en el centro, que golpea el ultimo hueso de la nariz, y ahí se queda, apretando.
No suelta, y marea. Se extiende y viaja libremente, pero no vive ahi. Viene de visita. Y no es bienvenido en absoluto,
Cada frunce de la frente es una súplica.

Soy una maldita punzada de dolor de cabeza.